You were with me in that spiritual time
before I was born into the flesh. Before
I took my first breath you were a part of
my life then, the best part of my very being,
the deepest part of my soul, my spirit, and
my heart.
When I was young there was always
an emptiness that could not be filled
within my heart’s walls, because I was gone
from your side, and the eternal joyfulness
I once knew.
When I became a teenager I would dream,
about what was missing in my life, that
special part that fills the lonely places in
my heart, which you alone would abundantly
fill again one day with your love.
And when I became a young man
there was nothing that would make
me feel more exuberant or vibrant
than my dream’s vision of you would,
which let me know my heart would be
so full once again in a short time.
Then we met again, and I heard the
the sweet calling of your voice as it
embraced my name and heart again,
allowing me to know the quiet heavenly
hymn from my past shared with you
before I was born into this world.
I once again felt the sincerity , and
the deep wholeness never seen by
human eyes before, the best of love
that only God could create, for He
made us to be two equal sides of the
same golden coin…
Doing so to His delight, so that I
would answer only to the call of
my soul mate…the only one that
when she would say my name,
would make a captive of my heart
once again.
For I loved you before my time
in this world became a reality,
Always adoring you long before
you were born, long before you had
even taken your first breath
I loved you before we were separated
by my earthly birth…taken away from
your presence where you were no longer
near to me, but only a faint vision that
would always haunt my dreams during
so many sleepless nights…
And I have loved you now everyday,
when my freedom from the trappings
of this world was found by your appearance.
For I was already born a twin to your love,
While gladly receiving a hearts imprisonment
once again by tender heavenly bars, as our
Lord has predestined it to be before the
beginning of time.
Wendell A. Brown (Brown One),
Copyright 2010, All rights reserved
From the romantic manuscript
“Making Me Your Willing Slave”
Written for my lovely wife, ‘Deborah’.
